Inconsistencies (Chapter One)

It's the beginning of a new chapter in my life. I have decided to change everything from the outerside and inner side of my self. My old self who people once knew has change 180 degree.

I once read that when you change your perception on things, and you change your behavior towards life. You are generating a new whole dimension of personality. I have done that, for I am un satisfied with my life before, being my old self sucks.

This blog is a similar to an online diary, yet no one that I knew will know about this blog. Let just say that this is a secret open heart story that I am sharing with you personally, what I have done, what i feel, and what i experience.

* I purposely wrote this blog in fragments...as this short fragments is purposely made to let you think and imagine yourself......


Chapter one Inconsistencies

I have found that people are ver incosistent of what they say and how they behave. "People do not act what they preach" is a perfect sentence to summarize this whole little chapter.

Male and female are no different, they are all inconsistent. (check on psychology readers). Many of my friends are very incosistent of things.
- one of my friend told her girlfriend, i do not like women who wore make-up... but then he told me that girls who dont wear make up are ugly.
- one of my friend told me that learning is individual (meaning that its better to learn individually without any distraction), however in the end for exam he didnt study alone at all... sleeping over in his friend's house "studying".
- one of my friend said she doesnt like her parent to find her soulmate, to find her someone to marry. After two months she told me that... she said she is just gonna wait for her dad to introduce someone nice for her to marry.

* I'm not saying that all my friends are all incosistent and im perfect... i am also incosistent in many things...

- I told my self and others that i will not wear nudie...but in the end... to generate this new personality dimension i change the way i style...in the end i bought and wore nudie.

In the end.... everyone is inconsistent... no one is perfect in this world... after all this imperfection of ours is the thing that makes human, human. Our weakness is what seperate us from machinery and what makes us unique in several ways.......

Inconsistent.........