Rabu, 10 November 2010

Chapter four, white lie and the dark truth

coming soon

Chapter three, Nothing last forever

The reason i post many of these chapters today is because today is the day i started publishing this things in blog. After all this several chapters i posted in this blog i will only write one chapter every 3 days.

Nothing last forever......
counterfeiting with many songs...... it is actually the dissapointing truth in life..... you may hope that there are somethings in life that last forever... however that is only an ilussion of reality in life... made to satisfy you.

Do you really think that your bestfriend will last forever, do you think that love will last forever ? noope.... it doesnt..... you may think that im just to pessimistic in life.... yet this is the truth.....well it is my truth.... you can deny it in your life... that there are things in life that will last forever.. and you may disagree that love does last forever..... yet that is only an ilussion you generate to make your life happily positively perfect....

Love doesnt last long.... your marriage will not entirely last on the basis of love.... that is why the role of child a very important factor in your marriage..... love doesnt last forever... you will not love your soulmate forever.... if for an example you love your soulmate 10/10 it will constantly decrease as years pass by.... and the role of a child will generate this new factor of why you and your couple should stay together... this so called "love" will change to "responsibility" towards raising your son..... You then will divert your love from your soulmate to your children... Vice versa.... children will also loves you back during childhood and adulthood until the point when they got married... as they will gradually decrease their love to you to their soulmate....

well enough talking to the future.........
the reason why i wrote nothing last forever.....

i once had a very close best friend.. but then she no longer cared to me....as she has diverted his love to another new friend she has....... that is why i said nothing last forever....

but that is not the only reason why i mention nothing last forever... their are also several instances why nothing last forever......

- my friend who dated quite a while... who claim really love this girl/ guy in the end decided that she or he no longer like this person.....

- my friend who is financially successfull in the end now suffering financial problems
- etc....

things come and go in life...... inconsistencies, inevitable changes are things that you will experience sometimes in life...... you just need to cherish the moments that you experience as it will not last forever......

*even the things u cherish in your mind will not last... as ur memory will sometimes fade away as u grew older....

nothing last forever

Chapter two Inevitable changes

Inevitable changes...

Do you know that in order to survive a species will always adapt to the surrounding... to its environments..... it undergoes a natural selection where one species changes their nature... their behavior,traits,physical appearance to survive.... changes are inevitable.....

Humans are also undergoes changes in life... they changes how they behave...they changes their belief...they changes they're likes and dislikes, they change their social groups...

Like how i said before in chapter one.... the fact that what i once was is no longer acceptable in the society....jokes and humour no longer appreciated... however one things still remains mystery and favourable in the society.... deliquency.

even though deliquency seems unfavourable and unacceptable in the society... jerks and assholes get what they want in life... u may disagree with this... but in the deepest part of your heart you know that this is true..... ( i will discuss this in the upcoming chapter, i will continue on talking on inevitable changes)

Everyone changes... not necessarily to survive..yet they change for their assumption of a greater good.

Everyone i know has change gradually every year.... after all continually changing is what makes us human unique and unpredictable...would life be so boring knowing that everyone will keep being the same as who they are.... being able to predict everything on what will happen next..... this changes are inevitable and necessary to make our life interesting... regardless this changes are good or bad......

have you notice changes on ur friends and family ?? Sometimes positive changes are not that obvious but if this changes is considered bad for you...you immediately are more awared to this changes....

however noted that positive and negative changes differ in people's perception. Negative and positive changes are all assumption.... you categorize this positive and negative changes on the basis of for your own good....

have you noticed how selfish you are :) hahahahahahahaha


Maybe its time for you to change ?

afterall changes are inevitable

Inconsistencies (Chapter One)

It's the beginning of a new chapter in my life. I have decided to change everything from the outerside and inner side of my self. My old self who people once knew has change 180 degree.

I once read that when you change your perception on things, and you change your behavior towards life. You are generating a new whole dimension of personality. I have done that, for I am un satisfied with my life before, being my old self sucks.

This blog is a similar to an online diary, yet no one that I knew will know about this blog. Let just say that this is a secret open heart story that I am sharing with you personally, what I have done, what i feel, and what i experience.

* I purposely wrote this blog in fragments...as this short fragments is purposely made to let you think and imagine yourself......


Chapter one Inconsistencies

I have found that people are ver incosistent of what they say and how they behave. "People do not act what they preach" is a perfect sentence to summarize this whole little chapter.

Male and female are no different, they are all inconsistent. (check on psychology readers). Many of my friends are very incosistent of things.
- one of my friend told her girlfriend, i do not like women who wore make-up... but then he told me that girls who dont wear make up are ugly.
- one of my friend told me that learning is individual (meaning that its better to learn individually without any distraction), however in the end for exam he didnt study alone at all... sleeping over in his friend's house "studying".
- one of my friend said she doesnt like her parent to find her soulmate, to find her someone to marry. After two months she told me that... she said she is just gonna wait for her dad to introduce someone nice for her to marry.

* I'm not saying that all my friends are all incosistent and im perfect... i am also incosistent in many things...

- I told my self and others that i will not wear nudie...but in the end... to generate this new personality dimension i change the way i style...in the end i bought and wore nudie.

In the end.... everyone is inconsistent... no one is perfect in this world... after all this imperfection of ours is the thing that makes human, human. Our weakness is what seperate us from machinery and what makes us unique in several ways.......

Inconsistent.........